I found your seeds of wisdom
where you buried them long ago
in my subconscious
with seeds
of love that you gave me every time
our eyes met .
I found your books ,
overflowing boxes
and rooms
smelling like the old and the new
in a wonderful mixture
of life.
Sober from the loss
I gave your books away
as if they were casual friends
we did not want to dine with.
I gave them away
and I felt empty.
You had extracted beauty
from their pages
while you were famished for knowledge.
They gave you the breath
of life,
and silenced your desires.
Words,
multi faceted gems of light,
when you spoke
I could see their brilliance.
I sat in the dark room,
wishing I could wallpaper the
walls with the contents of art,
philosophy and
poetry
sentences you strung with passion.
I sat hoping that I would catch a whisper,
that I would hear your voice
calling .
when I closed my eyes,
I held your shirt
breathing in your faint scent.
I sat and waited
feeling you closer
all along
the moon comforting me.
For my dad. May 10 will be six years since he has passed away. I miss him every day and I l will love him forever.