A Year

At a difficult time in my life my mom said to me that she thinks that she made me out of steel. she thought that
I had inner strength. What my mom didn't know was that the strength she believed I possessed  would
dissipate  when I had to watch her die. How the pain of losing her would leave a scar in my soul. I have gone through feelings of anger,guilt, sadness, and acceptance. Last year at this time I was desperate for her pain to end. The pain of losing her brought me to my knees. The strength the she believed that flows through my veins
carries me through this journey.