Images floating,
colorful hot air balloons,
baby teeth with gaps.
Fragments of life,
holiday dinners,
silver candlesticks,
etched crystal,
the past on the screen.
Images I have forgotten
and ones I remember.
A lifetime of love,
and grace dancing in front of me.
He bought me the machine to
convert the old taped memories
into Cd's.
New Years eve,
he calls at nine thirty.
He was bombarded with sick people
to care for.
He is on his way home
and I feel guilty for having
sent a text and a photograph
of our delicious meal.
He is hungry and I feel
sad he is going home to a frozen dinner.
This is his life and he is a man,
I am no longer his lighthouse
or his world,
but he will always be mine.
Husband fell asleep,
my little one joins me on the couch.
We watch Rock N Roll New Year's Eve,
as we giggle.
Later I climb into bed,
husband opens his eyes,
and gives me a kiss,
it feels like magic.
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smiles....feel your thoughts toward your little one on their own now....logan fell asleep around 10 and T and cole made it to 10 minutes til...and fell asleep...woke them with kisses...happy new year...
ReplyDeleteSweet and magical :) happy new year :)
DeleteI hear you Ayala. I am just entering the letting go, she's a woman (cause at almost nineteen, she isn't quite)... but when she's not here she may as well be... and will always remain mine in my heart. And all of this, each moment is as it is meant to be. Love to you on this first night of the new year!
ReplyDeleteNot easy letting go... but we have to. Love to you Laura. All the best !
Deleteoh, yes, it is hard to watch them sometimes, learning life's hard parts on their own. this is a lovely, poignant poem.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kelly. It's a part of life....
Delete"I am no longer his lighthouse
ReplyDeleteor his world,
but he will always be mine."
That's it exactly. Happy New Year!
Yes, that's it :) happy new year and thank you.
DeleteLove the memories that you shared...and your deep appreciation of life.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mary. Sweet of you to say.
DeleteI too loved the line--I am no longer his lighthouse or his world, but he will always be mine--Happy New Year!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Audrey. Happy and healthy new year!
Deletethis is very soul-stirring, Ayala. thank you so much for sharing.
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year to you!
Thank you, Yelena. I hope it's a great one for you!
Deletethere's a feeling of contentment and appreciation in this that i love, ayala. how better to start a new year?
ReplyDeletehappy happy new year!
♥
Thank you :) Happy new year!
DeleteGreat way to start the new year, hope 2013 is grand in your land.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Pat :) wishing you the best.
Delete..aww.. yes..a lifetime of love... a sweet offering for the new year... peace & love for the rest of the year Ayala... and smiles... happy new year...
ReplyDeleteThank you, Kelvin. Best wishes :)
Deletesmiles...this is lovely...here's to a wonderful new year ayala
ReplyDeleteCheers :)
Deletevery touching, Ayala... wonderful memories shared, with a pinch of sadness on the side. beautiful work.
ReplyDeleteThank you and I hope you have a great 2013.
DeleteOur kisses always feel like Magic !
ReplyDeleteYes, they do ;)
DeleteLove you!
Deletelovely collection of phrase to express your theme
ReplyDeleteThank you, Pat.
Deletelovely collection of phrase to express your theme
ReplyDelete:)
DeleteVery nice. Sounds pretty good. Real life but also very cozy. k.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Karin. :)
DeleteWell, this made the eyes sting and no mistake. Great job.
ReplyDeleteThank you, James. Happy new year!
DeleteAnother rich, warm portrait of family life at year's end..Always look forward to peeking into your album and living room. Thank you for sharing! Happy New Year, A to you and yours!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Jackie. Wishing you the same. :)
DeleteAh, I am sure he enjoyed the picture. Being remembered, even when caring for others, he is thankful and I am sure you are a kind of lighthouse for him still.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Sabio. I hope so. ;)
DeleteBrilliant one!
ReplyDeleteHappy New Year!
Take Care :)
Thank you . Wishing you a happy new year and all the best :)
DeleteYour portraits of your loved ones are always so full of emotion, richly described...happy new year- hope 2013 is a great one for you
ReplyDeleteThank you, Stu. I hope 2013 is kind and good to you. Happy new year!
DeleteThis is just lovely. I enjoy those fragments of your life. Many happy moments for you and your family in 2013.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Victoria. Happy and healthy :)
DeleteAyala, definitely a feel good poem. Have a wonderful love-filled new year.
ReplyDeletePamela
Thank you, Pamela. Happy and healthy new year :)
DeleteI love this poem! Sometimes life is like this.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Anell. Happy new year.
DeleteSweet. The ending gave me a good chill.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Colleen . Happy new year.
DeleteHappy New Year, Ayala!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mel. Happy new year :)
DeleteWhat a beautiful poem! To one who slept alone on New Year's Eve, these words sound delicious. Happy New Year!
ReplyDelete:( Thank you, Rachel. I hope next year will be magical for you.
DeleteLovely New Year poem Happy New Year to you and your family Ayala...I look forward to reading more of your lovely poems this year. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you, Di. Happy new year to you and yours.
DeleteReading your poetry is always uplifting Ayala. I hope your 2013 is every bit as magical as this past year as told in your poem!
ReplyDeleteThank you, Mary. Wishing you all the best. :)
DeletePriceless! A mother's love so beautifully expressed through your words:
ReplyDeleteam no longer his lighthouse
or his world,
but he will always be mine.
We watched the ball drop, too. Sounds like you and your husband have a special enduring love, too.
Thank you, Laurie. Happy your little one is feeling better.
DeleteLove the images in this piece Ayala. You made me relive New Year's Eve again. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Rudri.xo
Deletewishing you more magic and you may not be his world but you've made his world better.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Lauren :)
DeleteI always so enjoy reading your poetry. The words and emotions you weave into your work are beautiful. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Denise. Nice to see you. Hope you have a great new year.
DeleteWishing you and your family all blessings of life and love, in the new year!
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